May 2026
Ever since reflecting in Soul Searching in Wakkanai, I’ve been searching for the meaning of life. My reply to the question is this mini-essay.
Simply put, the meaning of life is ‘being human’.
Being human has many facets. It is in our metaphysical condition to search for meaning that is rational irrespective of how we make do with the irrational regarding the unobservable domains of life. Our comprehension is confined to the constraints of what can be ascertained; being human is the limitation. Therefore, a human understanding of the meaning of life must be adopted when the question is itself a human construct.
A human interpretation of meaning or purpose is commitment. In other words, the purpose to do something is a commitment to doing something, which is determined by the individual. This means that if an individual lacks commitment, they lack purpose, therefore living a directionless life. This realisation calls for a catalyst of change for individuals living with no enduring purpose. We must continually respond to this realisation by asking:
What is worth committing to in life; what are your priorities?
Whether it’s prioritising your wellbeing, relationships, career, or something else — to live a meaningful life — you must take responsibility through actions to fulfil your commitment.
I arrived at this conclusion at a cost. I finally knew what I wanted to commit to, but found out too late that the choice was no longer available. I was devastated, disappointed at myself for finally realising what was important to me after having felt directionless for many years. I’m not saying that there is anything wrong with having no concrete plans, but there comes a point in life where you must confront your priorities. I finally have clarity over my situation.
With this newfound realisation, I started to look back on my attitudes on life. During university, I was focused on trying out new experiences and seeing what I liked. When the pandemic happened, I found my own career in responding to what I valued in life. After the pandemic had settled, I was able to reap the fruits of my labour and for the first time, prioritise my own wellbeing. Now in my mid-20s, I am determined to build a foundation on committing to a path that aligns with my new priorities, learning from my past attitudes.